Misconception of Chaos

You may say
I’m random,
but, my dear,
that’s not the case!

I follow rules
like in your deterministic views.
But you have to know
I’m very sensitive to change.

I’m a complex system
of my own,
not as easy
as in your simplified view.

Can you see the structures
deep within?
Can you recognize the patterns
deep inside my heart?

I am chaos;
I am not randomness;
I am order
in a very twisted sense!

Principles of Synergetics and Dancing Opposites

Oh, sweet chaos,
how can you dare
to create the most beautiful order
in order to fathom your very own creation?

My beloved order,
how can you even arise
out of the the ugliest chaos
in a way full of destruction?

You taste so bitter,
my dear chaos,
but your creation is far from that!

Order,
my friend,
you are such a sweet companion!

Shine bright,
nothing,
father of everything,
ignite
and give shape
to the shapeless!

Get dark,
everything,
child of nothing,
extinguish
and lose your
shape!

Cycles of
growth and decay,
ending in infinite loops
of recursive möbius strips;
Spherical infinity;
finite, but endless;
never closed,
but never open as well…

Dancing on Möbius Strips

The music of paradoxes sounds
to the dizzy dance of infinite rounds.
Minimalistic rhythms and simple melodies
form incredible symphonies.

Can you hear the sound,
feel the contradiction
coalescing on your ground?

Can you see the twisted
in your imagination,
the infinitely nested?

The music shapes
what once were shapeless,
creates uncountable ways
to form the formless.

Dancing on twists,
one never rests,
’cause infinity is a thing
that can always sing.

Inside a Klein Bottle

Walking a wire
of blind desire
makes you a fool
to think you are not just a used tool
to measure infinity’s endlessness
from the inside out
to the outside in
in a really twisted sin.

But how can you stop
to walk to the top
and at the same time
reach the bottom of this endless game?
Inside out
and outside in,
what’s direction even about
if you never win?

The deepest abyss
gives birth to the highest hills.
And in the darkness of the inside out
light arises out of abysmal void.